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#ThisIsPersonal

by Faith in Vain

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1.
Shut Your Mouth 04:29
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Such a perfect weapon, so much force. Cut right down to the bone with no remorse. I've never seen such focus inflicting harm. Now this time you've gone way too far. I never thought I'd wished you'd use a knife instead of your tongue. With so much work, so much regret, now its all worthless. You wont torture me, anymore. I think thats far enough Im already bleeding But it seems you wont stop til my heart stops beating. Ill take my chance to run while im still breathing. While im still breathing. I have been mislead time after time. Left to wander for days Sent out to die. Twisted words leave fractures but the scars will remind me to be careful who I let inside. The scars Will Remind Me The scars Will Remind... The scars will remind me. I think thats far enough Im already bleeding But it seems you wont stop til my heart stops beating. Ill take my chance to run while I'm still breathing Ill take my chance to run While I'm Still Breathing
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Let It Die 05:28
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I, I dont know, how you could help this unfortunate soul (I've watched you hide inside) Walking through life being so broken and alone (I've watched you die inside) A heart so lost, so dead and cold. Let it die Let it die I, I couldn't stand to walk away (Now we start to decay) I need closure. It gets harder every day. Let it die Let it die Im drowning in your light as we cease to be. No one can save us. Can't you see? Im drowning in your light you got the best of me. The best of me. Let it die Let it die Now that its over, nothing is the same (You haunt my dreams at night) You killed the last of the good in me. The time has come to let it die. Your light is fading and so am I. Your light is fading and so am I. Im drowning in your light as we cease to be. No one can save us. Can't you see? Im drowning in your light you got the best of me. The best of me. Let it die. Let it die. I've lost faith living.
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Drink You 05:20
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Hold me close 'cause I'm barely breathing. Let Me In Let Me In I'll stare down this bottle til its empty.. I'll smoke this pipe until it's cashed.. My entire life is a mess I guess I do it to myself Someone please rescue me. Piece by piece, I'm falling apart. Push it all down, now its bottled inside. I want to drink you. I want to drink you (Drink you) Drink you (Drink You) Drink you away.. Drink you away today. I just want something to feel. Something that's real. I pushed everyone away. Those weren't my intentions. I want to be whole but I'm so lost, being alone. I, wish I could.. Just drink, you and drink all of this pain.. Away. Piece by piece, I'm falling apart. Push it all down, now its bottled inside I want to drink you.. I want to drink you (Drink you) Drink you (Drink you) Drink you away.. Drink you away today.. No, I just want to drink the memories of you away.. Hold me close 'cause I'm barely breathing. Let me in.. Let me in.. Piece by piece,I'm falling apart. Push it all down, now its bottled inside. I want to drink you. I want to drink you (Drink you) Drink you (Drink you) Drink you away.. Drink you away today.. No, I just want to drink the memories of you away.. Hold me close 'cause I'm barely breathing..
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Hopeless Endeavors 05:35
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Life has come and gone. Time has passed us by. Give me clarity before you lay me down to die. So far from lucid. Stop playing stupid. Give no more excuses. My world is burning.. My world is burning.. Burning.. I can't take this anymore. Screaming as I hit the floor. Just because you can't see these wounds, doesn't mean I'm not hurting too. Don't look away, I need you to see. The tragedies, bleeding from me.. These forsaken, memories. They tie me down in, purgatory. I need clarity.. Don't say forever ends today. Please come closer, this just can't be.. Forever and always. Won't you need me? Need me too.. To find that bliss again. I can't settle for any less. So tell me, what am I? What was this to you? Was this another game? Are we forever hopeless? You say to go away.. I wish you would just stay. These forsaken, memories. They tie me down in, purgatory.. I need clarity.. I need clarity.. Don't say forever ends today.. Please come closer this just can't be. Forever and always. Won't you need me? Won't you need me? Won't you need me? Won't you? Need me? Like I need, you.. These forsaken.. Memories.. They tie me down in.. Purgatory.
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#ThisIsPersonal 03:18
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Fuck you. The egocentric bullshit that spews from your lips makes me cringe and my neck is forcing a smile that never fits. Fuck everything that you tried to make me out to be. I've stood by all of your sides through constant misery. I can't handle being the blunt of your shitty jokes. All I want to do is put my hands around your neck until you choke. This is personal. Nobody is a friend, this isn't what you know. This is personal. Hate me for what you tried to make me and I'll never be but now you all know, that this is fucking personal. Bitch. I've never been made to feel like a martyr. You're all hypocritical pieces of shit. Pretending like I'm the only person who's ever done wrong. While you sit here singing the same old fucking songs. Fuck you once, fuck you twice. I'll say it a thousand fucking times. Now you, you've crossed me. You've crossed me. You've crossed me and the motherfucking line for the last god damned time. This. Is. Personal. Fuck you. Bitch. You know, you just couldn't shut your fucking mouth. These forgetful tendencies and hopeless endeavors, they give me a reason.. I've been trying to let it die. All I can do is just drink you away because this complacency kills. Now you, you've crossed me. You've crossed me. You've crossed me and the motherfucking line for the last god damned time.. This is personal. Nobody is a friend this isn't what you know. This is personal. Hate me for what you tried to make me and I'll never be but now you all know that this is fucking personal. FUCK.
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Shouts of Dispair 04:01
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Once again, here I stand. Every emotion, in the fists of my hands. We do this, to ourselves. We know it, all too well. Deafening shouts of despair crack through the dead silence. Like a science, it always comes to this. I'm at fucking war within. Breaking down just as quickly as I've put up these walls. Confined inside. Torturing ourselves. Trying to hide. Once again, here I stand. Every emotion, in the fists of my hands. We do this, to ourselves. We know it, all to well. Anguish courses through a cracked healing heart. Why is it, always falling apart? Build it back piece by piece until it fits. I'm growing tired and empty, simply wanting to call it quits. One final scream before closing my eyes. I could never forgive myself. We never got to say goodbye.. I wish it were me 'cause then I know you'd still be alive.. I'm fucking breaking down.. Collapsing, on the ground.. I'm fucking breaking down. For me, closure was never found. We do this, to ourselves.. We know it, all too well. Once again, here I stand. Every emotion, in the fists of my hands. We do this, to ourselves. We know it, all too well.. We do this. We know it. We do this to ourselves and we know it all to fucking well.
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Forgetful Tendencies 05:14
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Once my world, now my enemy. Tell me exactly what is the truth. How did you feel when none of it is what you thought you knew? With bone breaking motives, how did you feel? And every now and then I think of our mistakes. Things we should have said or changed. Do you remember sitting in silence? When we walked away with nothing left to say.. I never want to see the day. I can't believe things ended up this way. We've been there for the darkest times of each others lives. Where were you when everything fell apart this time? Was it me? Is it you? Did we fail from the start? You missed my heart with the knife in my back. In my back. In my back.. And every now and then I think of our mistakes. Things we should have said or changed. Do you remember sitting in silence? When we walked away with nothing left to say. I never want to see the day. I can't believe things ended up this way. This way.. I played the fool, you played it cool but now I'm ready for round two. With the knife in my back, I'm ready to attack. Ready to attack. And every now and then I think of our mistakes. Things we should have said or changed. Do you remember sitting in silence? When we walked away with nothing left to say. I never want to see the day. I can't believe things ended up this way. This way.. This way.
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Se7ens 04:31
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I remember the way you slammed the door. There was no life between us anymore. Forever, never letting go of this. A part of me where only the pain exists. Some things are better left unsaid. It's hard always trying to be a better man. I can't stand to feel this way. I just want to erase everything. Losing everything just to start over again. Change has become the beginning of the end. Remembering the words that you had said. "Let's start over.." Then it was over and over and over and over again. You were someone I was supposed to trust. Someone I was supposed to believe in.. And we never had answers.. We never had a choice. Screaming with a silent voice. A perfect time and a perfect place. I can't go forever without seeing your face.. Some things are better left unsaid.. It's hard always trying to be a better man.. I can't stand to feel this way. I just want to erase everything.. Some things are better left unsaid. It's hard always trying to be a better man.. I can't stand to feel this way.. I just want to erase, everything..
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Complacency Kills 03:20
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Left in disdain and screaming your name. It's alright if you don't feel the same. Rotting in anguish, nothing remains. Lost in complacency going insane.. I can't see. I cannot breathe (Just) Please, take my hands. I've done everything, everything. I can't see I cannot breathe (Just) Please, take my hands.. I've done everything, everything I can.. Lately I've been shrouded in apathy. Sick of everything all around me. Show me the way things were meant to be. I can't live in this complacency.. (So Long, So Wrong..) I've never felt so wrong. Used and abused for so long. When did we come to this? I've never felt so worthless.. I can't see. I cannot breathe (Just) Please, take my hands.. I've done everything, everything. I can't see. I cannot breathe (Just) Please, take my hands.. I've done everything, everything I can. This ends.

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released July 21, 2018

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Faith in Vain Rockford, Illinois

Faith in Vain is a Melodic Metalcore band out of Rockford, IL. With influences from Nu-Metal, Hardcore, and Post Hardcore Faith In Vain was able to carve out its own sound in the Metalcore Genre.

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